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The Killing Fields & the S-21 Prison
Phnom Penh, 8th June 2002 (Part 1)

Today Amy & I decided to visit two of Cambodia's most famous, yet depressing, attractions. Cambodia has a very terrible and horrific recent history. In the 1970s a Cambodian military & political group called the `Khmer Rouge' took over the country by force. They then embarked on an extreme and brutal forced reconstruction of Cambodian society. They wanted to cleanse the country of `destructive Western elements' and restore Cambodia to `an ethnically pure Khmer country'. I won't go into the complete history here. Suffice to say ensuing madness quickly escalated out of control and ended up with the Khmer Rouge killing just about anyone in the country. The following years resulted in huge massacres and a large percentage of the population perished from the Khmer Rouge's senseless behaviour.

There are a number of monuments in remembrance of the people who perished during these terrible years. We visited the 2 most famous ones, The Chong Ek Killing Fields and Tuol Sleng S-21 Prison.

For the visits we hired 2 moto drivers from our guesthouse for the day. In the morning we took the short drive out to the Killing Fields. A few kms out of PP, this innocent looking field was the site of over 10,000 murders by the Khmer Rouge. We stood and looked over the peaceful, green fields. It looks just like any other quiet, countryside field. Trees, animals, lush green grass and silent butterflies hide it's horrific past. The first thing to catch out eyes was the large, white tower, the main monument to the dead. We walked slowly up to the monument, and we noticed what looked like a large collection of smooth, polished, white & off-white stones. When we were a few paces away, we could see what the `stones' really were. Human skulls. Over 8000 human skulls, arranged by gender, age and ethnicity. We stood in respectful silence, just staring at this powerful and emotional monument. The seconds stretched into hours as we walked slowly around the tower, trying to take in the sheer scale of the horror and killing. How can someone believe they are doing right by slaughtering 10,000s of innocent men, women and children? And how could they get away with it in the 1970s? Surely there are international safeguards to prevent atrocities like these.

We then paced slowly around the Chong Ek site. Dozens of mass graves, now grown over into innocent looking, natural holes & dips. Half of the graves had been opened up, giving over 8000 bodies. The other half of the mass graves have been left undisturbed. Walking around the site, we occasionally saw what looked like bits of splintered bone or pieces of torn clothing, half buried in the dirt. We tried not to step on them, but at some points the whole path was covered with such pieces.

At one side of the field was an innocent looking tree with a small plaque on it. Walking closer, the writing became legible, it was along the lines of: ''The tree against which babies & infants were beaten to death.''

In one corner of the field is a small building that explains the purpose of the field during the terror of the Hmer Rouge and what it represents now.

After an hour or so we left this emotional monument in shocked silence. As we drove back to the city, we looked round to see children running around the fields, playing games amongst the trees & bushes. The field had resumed it's innocent face.

Back in Phnom Penh, the drivers took us to the Tuol Sleng S-21 prison. This building was formally a school, then during the reign of the Khmer Rouge it was used as a barbaric and horrific prison. Now the building is kept in it's original state and is used as a museum to ensure that the terrible events are never forgotten.

We walked through the old school buildings. From the outside, the whole place looks like a normal school, except for the barbed wire fences surrounding it. On the lower floor of the first building were a line of largish cells. Empty except for a hard, steel bed, various bits of prison paraphanelia and a harrowing image on the wall of each cell, showing prisoners in differing states of brutal punishment.

The rooms of the second building were divided up by makeshift brick or wooden walls into a large number of tiny, basic individual cells. Walking slowly along the narrow corridor left between the cells, I tried to imagine the horror that existed here less than 30 years ago. My success was limited. I don't think you can truly imagine events like these unless you have actually experienced them.

The final building contained a large gallery of images of the people who were kept and murdered here. The sheer number of faces is a bit overwhelming and the individual faces meld into a crowd. Also in this building were some paintings of various methods of torture imposed upon the inmates, along wth some of the actual implements and instruments.

It is difficult to explain the way I felt after my experiences today. It's a powerful and disturbing set of events that are remembered here. The impact is magnified by just how recent the events are. One photo of a baby that was killed had it's date of birth marked. Less than a month before Amy was born.

The Killing Fields and S-21 museum are two of the most important sights in Phnom Penh. Although visiting them means a profoundly depressing day, it is important to visit them and learn about the recent events in Cambodia.

By the end of my visits, I was determined to learn more about these recent events & atrocities. Before my visit to Cambodia I knew almost nothing about Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge, but after witnessing a glimpse of the horror that went on here, I want to know more about what happened and how it happened. I guess this the most productive feeling you can get out of this experience...


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